Transcript

Will My Mom Blame Me for My Son’s Autism?

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· 15 min · 2,283 words · 61 timestamped sections

This is the full, timestamped transcript of "Will My Mom Blame Me for My Son’s Autism?", an episode of The Dr. John Delony Show published January 6, 2026 (15 min, about 2,283 words). It mentions 13 people, works and ideas, including Boundaries (personal boundaries), Autism, Red Dye 40, Special needs, Family systems.

What this episode is about

The discussion centers on the emotional challenges of revealing a child's autism diagnosis to a mother who may assign blame for the condition, highlighting the importance of focusing on the child's strengths while managing external judgments and societal pressures. It emphasizes the need for self-acceptance and maintaining dignity in the face of potentially critical responses from loved ones, particularly regarding misconceptions about the causes of developmental differences.

Key takeaways

  • Navigating family dynamics: your mom’s tantrum isn’t your fault; it’s time to reclaim your narrative.
  • Grief is natural for special needs parents; don’t let societal blame rob you of your child's uniqueness.
  • When everyone points fingers, it’s easy to forget that challenges should unite us—not divide us.
  • Choose your support system wisely; not all family members are equipped to be the safe haven you need.
  • Healing starts when you voice your needs; claiming your feelings is revolutionary, regardless of what others think.

What is discussed, and when

  1. – 3:00: Autism, Red Dye 40, Special needs
  2. – 9:00: Family systems
  3. – 15:00: Avocado oil, Church secretary, Mayonnaise

Notable quotes from "Will My Mom Blame Me for My Son’s Autism?"

  • I'm wondering how I can tell my anti-modern medicine mother that my child has been diagnosed with autism without her spinning it into some sort of blame.
    about Autism · at
  • What you can own is the grief that in a moment having a special needs kid.
    about Special needs · at
  • And this is how family systems change.
    about Family systems · at
  • I don't need your suggestions to smear mayonnaise on the inside of his ears or some weird thing that you know what I mean. I don't know, dude. I just so cra It's so crazy that we're even having this conversation at this point.
    about Mayonnaise · at
  • Down the road from you. Whether that's a couple you meet at the local YMCA or I don't know at your local church. I don't know what stuff you do, but or maybe it's your in-laws, but you can't do all this alone.
    about Church secretary · at

Who and what is mentioned in this episode?

Companies & orgs

  • YMCA — Company · 1 mention

Concepts & topics

Full transcript with timestamps

I'm wondering how I can tell my anti-modern medicine mother that my child has been diagnosed with autism without her spinning it into some sort of blame.

Well, did you have red dye 40 and Tylenol saying? I'm just kidding. Oh gosh. Uh yeah. Can I tell you the the worst news I can tell anybody today?

Oh, sure. You can't do anything to change your mom's response. Yeah. And I'm sorry.

Yeah. Thank you. How old's your son? He is four. And he's on the spectrum. Yes.

Tell me about him. He is fantastic. and has all sorts of amazing abilities, but has a speech delay as well as some fine motor um issues and um is otherwise in his own little world, but he's a wonderful kid. H [clears throat] anytime I ask somebody about to tell me about their kid and the first words out of their mouth are he's amazing or he's wonderful I I can't my face automatically smiles because I think that's amazing.

I want this he's an amazing kid. Well and I want that to remain the focus. Okay.

Yes. The only path forward you have is to treat everybody regardless of their response with dignity and respect. And what I mean by that is don't let somebody's blame, grenade throwing or whatever allow you to be a person who violates your own values.

Okay? And you can't own your mom's response. What you can own is the grief that in a moment having a special needs kid. It's heartbreaking, right?

Yeah, it it it can be. Yeah. And every parent I've ever met of a special needs kid struggles with the question, what did I do? Or

right, I did this to them. And now we're bombarded by media, by nonsense, by loved ones that confirms that madness. Right.

Definitely. That's an extraordinary weight for you and your son's dad to carry. And I'm sorry.

Yeah. Challenges with kids should be a point that all of us can rally around. And instead, it's a it's a we've turned it into a way that we can feel superior and point fingers.

Yeah. Yeah, [sighs] man. And I'll even say this, your mom and dad should be the safe place for you to rest your head up against.

I agree. Not a cactus, right? And what that means is you're going to have to do the next right thing for you as an adult, which is I got to go find some adult friends that I can lean on because my parents have proven that they're not they're not those people.

Yeah. And I hate that for you. Yeah. But the path for you is telling your mom, "Hey, mom, I need to tell you some hard news about Charlie, my son. I don't know what his name is. I just picked that name up. And here's what I need from you. I know you have very firm opinions on things about medicine and about conspiracy, whatever. However you want to frame it for her, what I need right now in this moment is my mom."

Yeah. And then she So what you're doing is like to it goes with the old business axiom to to be unclear is to be unkind. I'm going to tell you mother a road map for what I want right now. And actually I'll even use the word need here cuz a daughter needs her mom in these kind of moments. I don't care how old you are,

right? I need you. and exhale. [sighs] She's probably not going to be able to walk that road, is she?

No. Yeah. That means you get to be sad. Yeah, definitely. Is there other times in your life when you were younger when you needed your mom to show up for you and she showed up with a wagging finger instead of open arms? all the time.

Okay. All the time. So, some of this is just rerunning a script that little girl you has already run before, right?

That's right. Okay. Can I ask you a hard question? Yes. Will there come a moment when you stop putting your hand back in the bag that you know has a rattlesnake in it?

I don't know. I don't know. For whatever it's worth, you don't have an obligation to keep doing that.

Okay. I just hate it for you. Yeah. Me, too. It's tough. Yeah. Cuz I need my mom to be right.

Okay. I'm glad you said it. Yeah. Saying that out loud and actually letting yourself feel that is where the healing begins.

Yeah. Think about my own child. Yeah. With him meeting his mom. Yeah. And can you even imagine

not being there with open arms? No. No. I'd be there in a heartbeat. Of course you would.

And this is how family systems change. Because one person says, "I'm not going to do it anymore."

But that also means you have to turn and face the fire of your family system and you're going to get burned. You're going to get scars because it's painful.

Yeah. You can't control her, but you can control you moving forward. And that's that's I hate to say it's the best we can do in these moments.

Yeah. It's going to ruffle some feathers for sure. What's that mean? Um, it it's um I feel like it's going to it's just going to cause a tantrum on her behalf. Not mine, but on her behalf. And I think I'm anticipating the explosion.

Yeah. But maybe for the first time in your life, you decide to not hold yourself responsible for her tantrum. Because her tantrums have never been your fault ever. Not one time.

Never. My my younger self would disagree. I know. Cuz your younger self had it made very clear to her that it was her job to make sure mom was okay.

Definitely. And that was not your job. No. Your job was to be a goofy, making dumb decisions, sarcastic, explosive, whatever you were a little kid.

Yeah. All of those things and more, I'm sure. That's right. That's your job as a kid,

right? Where's your Where's your dad in all this? Um, he's a little more neutral. Um, obviously him and my mom are still married and everything, so they, you know, they they've been married my whole life. And, um, he he doesn't take as firm of stances as she does. Um, but she kind of takes the lead and

yeah, um, and all of that and health choices and things. It might be an important conversation for you to circle around to him and say, "Dad, for the first time in my life, I need you to step up and be my dad. Okay. Like have that separately with my dad before my mom?

I would. Okay. I have a better I feel like I have a better relationship with him. So um

and maybe you can be very direct with him and say I don't have a picture. I don't have a psychology for a life with a new son without grandparents.

Yeah. But I can't carry the weight of being accused, being blamed, being having fingers pointed at me.

Yeah. And I need my dad. Right. And I know that he would I know he would be devastated if if his grandchild wasn't in his life. So, but he gets to make a grown-up choice about that, not you.

Right. Right. And he might need a very clear path. My son needs hugs. Your daughter needs hugs. Not not internet emails about Tylenol. nailed that one. That's exactly what I get in my inbox.

I know all the time from her. And maybe saying, "Mom, you've made yourself very clear. I don't want another email about it."

Okay. Yeah. setting firm boundaries is going to be really important going forward with her because she um she'll hover and she'll try to fix it and be all over it and um and I I know from when I was a kid it's I'm uncomfortable with what's going on with my child, so I'm going to do everything I can to fix it so I don't have to think about it anymore.

Right. And that's not how relationships work. They're not set it and forget it. No,

they're minute by minute, day by day. And that's where the good stuff is and that's where the hard stuff is.

Yeah. Yeah. But there's something powerful about saying, "Dad, you're about to lose all of us." And I don't want that. And I don't think you do either.

And maybe maybe for his the first time in his life, this gives him a path to stand up.

Yeah. Now, he can't make his his wife do anything anymore than you can make your mom do anything. But,

right, he can sure say, "I'm going to get in the car and go visit my daughter cuz I want to hug that little boy.

I want to hug my little girl who's now 40 or 35 or however old you are." Right.

Right. Right. Before you start throwing boundaries out, I want you to to to do an exercise with yourself. Are you married?

I am. You married to somebody who's a good man? Yes. He's good. Yes, he's good.

You hesitated. You promise? Oh, I promise. Okay. He's a good guy. I want y'all before you start throwing out boundaries. A boundary is a fence line right?

Right. I want you to decide what you want your home to feel like. Okay? cuz I think sometimes we build walls to protect ourselves, but then we sit inside these walls and inside the walls it feels hollow. They become a prison.

Okay? And so I want y'all to plant gardens inside these walls before you build them

on your land. And I'm I'm making a metaphor. I'm just beating it to death here, right? But I want y'all to decide what do we want our house to feel like? What do we want our child's experience to be? It's going to be hard enough as it is without people throwing grenades at you or running in and trying to solve it. Or when your mom thinks her deep cut internet emails have more value than the ABA specialist in your local community.

Mhm. Right. Right. And maybe shoot. making something up here. I'm just I'm It's a fantasy at this point, but maybe giving your mom the purpose of, "Hey, mom, I don't need you to solve this. I've got this. We've got We've got some professionals in our area that are great. What I need is my mother. I need her to be on my side. I need her hugs. I need her to text me and say, "I love you, and you're doing a great job."

Yeah. I don't need your suggestions to smear mayonnaise on the inside of his ears or some weird thing that you you know what I mean. I don't know, dude. I just so cra It's so crazy that we're even having this conversation at this point.

It would have to be dairyfree mayonnaise. Avocado oil only mayonnaise. Oh jeez.

No. No. As long as it's not uh seed oils. Those are the There you Oh, yeah. Those two. Those will get you.

Oh man. I don't have a lot to add here, Sam. I'm just sitting here with you. I hate it. And maybe you tell your husband, "Hey, there's going to be times that I need you just to hug me cuz I miss my mom and I miss my dad. So on those days, I'm just going to say I need to borrow your nervous system for a bit. I need to hold this hug a lot longer." And then Sam, you're going to have to go do the work of having some adults in your life that are 10 or 15 or 20 years down the road from you. Whether that's a couple you meet at the local YMCA or I don't know at your local church. I I don't know what stuff you do, but or maybe it's your in-laws, but you can't do all this alone.

[sighs and gasps] You need somebody there just with you celebrating how hard you're working. Somebody reminding you to take care of you. Somebody patting you on the back. Somebody saying, "I see how hard you're working and I see how amazing this little boy is with all of his quirks and challenges. My goodness, I can see that smile of his from space or whatever it is. [sighs] Sorry you're going through this, sister.

Questions about this episode

What is "Will My Mom Blame Me for My Son’s Autism?" about?

The discussion centers on the emotional challenges of revealing a child's autism diagnosis to a mother who may assign blame for the condition, highlighting the importance of focusing on the child's strengths while managing external judgments and societal pressures. It emphasizes the need for self-acceptance and maintaining dignity in the face of potentially critical responses from loved ones,…

What is mentioned in this The Dr. John Delony Show episode?

13 people, works and ideas are mentioned, including Boundaries (personal boundaries), Autism, Red Dye 40, Special needs, Family systems, Mayonnaise. Each one on this page links to its own page with every episode that mentions it.

How long is "Will My Mom Blame Me for My Son’s Autism?"?

The episode runs 15 min; the transcript is about 2,283 words in 61 timestamped sections.

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