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🚨Survivor REVEALS ALL to MEIDAS on EPSTEIN HORRORS!!!
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This is the full, timestamped transcript of "🚨Survivor REVEALS ALL to MEIDAS on EPSTEIN HORRORS!!!", an episode of MeidasTouch published February 6, 2026 (51 min, about 8,125 words). It mentions 11 people, works and ideas, including Jeffrey Epstein, Anushka de Georgia, Ghislain Maxwell, Palm Beach, Donald Trump.
What this episode is about
Anushka de Georgia, a survivor of Jeffrey Epstein's abuse, discusses her harrowing experience and the release of Epstein files that have reignited trauma among victims. She highlights ongoing concerns about the government’s handling of sensitive information, including the release of identifying details that compromise survivor safety, while emphasizing the need for the complete and transparent disclosure of remaining documents.
Key takeaways
- Epstein's files: a horror show where privacy is the real victim, not just the survivors.
- Redactions missing in action: Trump's DOJ managed to redefine 'safeguarding' as 'retraumatizing'.
- Survivors' identities exposed: turning to the DOJ for protection is akin to asking a tiger for a hug.
- Three million documents released, yet protecting survivors' identities was the one task the DOJ flunked. Bravo!
- Anushka: once a silent survivor, now a vocal advocate—proving resilience is the best form of revenge.
Who speaks in this episode?
- Ben (Guest) · 20 min speaking
- Anushka de Georgia (Guest) · 31 min speaking
What is discussed, and when
- – 5:00: Anushka de Georgia, Jeffrey Epstein, Donald Trump, Brad Edwards
- – 10:00: Anushka de Georgia, Jeffrey Epstein, Oxford University
- – 15:00: Oxford University
- – 20:00: Jeffrey Epstein, Palm Beach, Oxford University
- – 25:00: Palm Beach, Jeffrey Epstein
- – 30:00: Donald Trump, Anushka de Georgia, Jeffrey Epstein, Palm Beach
- – 35:00: Donald Trump, Ghislain Maxwell, Palm Beach
- – 40:00: Jeffrey Epstein, Jill Burman, Brad Edwards
- – 45:00: Donald Trump, Brad Edwards
- – 50:00: Jeffrey Epstein, Carolyn Andreano
- – 51:04: Anushka de Georgia
Notable quotes from "🚨Survivor REVEALS ALL to MEIDAS on EPSTEIN HORRORS!!!"
Coverage here of the Epstein files and our coverage of Epstein survivors, you know that I had done a lot of reporting on a survivor by the name of Anushka de Georgia. And from…
about Anushka de Georgia · atWhich could be tens of millions of pages because the documents have multiple pages. Trump's Department of Justice says they're not going to be releasing anything that they're…
about Donald Trump · atWe're vulnerable. I mean I'll just speak for myself, but when I was contacted by a journalist via my attorneys Brad Edwards and Britney Henderson, and they said, cuz I had said, Oh, is there is anything.
about Brad Edwards · atContemporaries. although we'd had very similar upbringings and she very much leveraged that you know Gilen went to Mulbra school and I had been to Mulbra school had studied at…
about Oxford University · atAny way of contacting anyone outside of the house phone in front of Jeffrey and Gileen and you know I was picked up from the airport and I had no idea where I was. I'd never…
about Palm Beach · atGileain gets convicted of child sex trafficking.
about Ghislain Maxwell · atSo then Jeffrey Epstein dies under these mysterious circumstances and now with a lot of the reporting casts a lot more questions than even existed before, but we don't have to get.
about Jeffrey Epstein · atMove her to the minimum security facility. So firstly absolute props to Judge Burman because he was phenomenal. He to give us the opportunity to come and speak our truth without a conviction. that was an unprecedented legal.
about Jill Burman · at
Who and what is mentioned in this episode?
People
- Jeffrey Epstein — Person · Primary referenced perpetrator · 13 mentions · first at
Central figure in the alleged abuse described by the guest; discussed in relation to grooming, travel, power dynamics, and the broader 'Epstein files' releases. - Anushka de Georgia — Person · Main guest / survivor-witness · 9 mentions · first at
Primary interview subject describing alleged grooming/abuse by Epstein/Maxwell, impacts of document releases, and her experience testifying in court proceedings. - Ghislain Maxwell — Person · Primary referenced co-conspirator / convicted trafficker · 1 mention · first at
Described as the key groomer and facilitator who introduced the guest to Epstein; discussed regarding conviction, incarceration conditions, and alleged leverage via information. - Donald Trump — Person · Referenced political figure / subject of criticism · 7 mentions · first at
Discussed in connection with DOJ handling of file releases, alleged retraumatization via exposure of survivor data, and a disputed tabloid narrative involving the guest. - Brad Edwards — Person · Referenced attorney for the guest / survivors · 3 mentions · first at
Identified as the guest's attorney who relayed case updates (Maxwell indictment/arrest) and is framed as a leading lawyer for survivors. - Jill Burman — Person · Referenced judge (2019 hearing) · 2 mentions · first at
Credited with allowing survivors to speak in court after Epstein's death; framed as providing an 'unprecedented' opportunity for victim impact statements. - Britney Henderson — Person · Referenced attorney for the guest / survivors · 1 mention · first at
Named alongside Brad Edwards as counsel through whom the guest was contacted and informed about documents in the file release.We're vulnerable. I mean I'll just speak for myself, but when I was contacted by a journalist via my attorneys Brad Edwards and Britney Henderson, and they said, cuz I had said, Oh, is there is anything about me in the release of the files?
- Carolyn Andreano — Person · Referenced survivor (deceased, per transcript) · 1 mention · first at
Mentioned as having spoken at the trial and as no longer living, emphasizing long-term harm and loss among survivors.Annie's been an incredible advocate and an incredible truth seeker and truth teller. of course, Carolyn Andreano spoke at the trial and she is no longer with us. And although…
Places & events
- Palm Beach — Place · Setting · 10 mentions · first at
Location where significant abuse occurred during the survivor's time with Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell. - Oxford University — Place · Referenced institution · 3 mentions · first at
Mentioned as the university the survivor had earned a place to study law, highlighting her academic background before the abuse. - Mara Lago — Place · Referenced location · 1 mention · first at
Mentioned in the context of a planted story about the survivor and Donald Trump, indicating a location associated with Trump.Property developer. And none of his wouldbe rivals owned a vast mansion in Florida like Donald does. Mara Lago, where I have dined with him and his outgoing wife Mara, is enough to make any young girl go weak at the knees.
Full transcript with timestamps
For those who have been following our coverage here of the Epstein files and our coverage of Epstein survivors, you know that I had done a lot of reporting on a survivor by the name of Anushka de Georgia. And from the years of 1993 on for about six years where the sexual abuse, physical abuse, violence was at its worst. uh Jeffrey Epstein, his co-conspirator Gileain Maxwell engaged in horrors uh to Anushka de Georgia. Um, I want to bring on Anushka because uh after I reported on uh Anushka, Anushka and I um met and I wanted and and and we started having conversations about the files well before they were produced and the importance to the community of survivors to these documents being released. Anushka, it's an honor to have you here um and to have you be able to tell your story on our platform, which I think is really uh important. I I want to take people back and I want to hear from you about, you know, those years,
what's happened since then, the prosecutions, the arrests. But let let's just start with where we are right now as we are in early February. A partial release of the Epstein files was released last week on Friday. 3 million documents. We know there's still more that are being concealed and covered up, which could be tens of millions of pages because the documents have multiple pages. Trump's Department of Justice says they're not going to be releasing anything that they're done. They have not produced a report about their redactions or why they are withholding certain documents and producing others.
and the survivors including yourself have uh come forward and talked about the retraumatization by this Trump uh Department of Justice where they provide identifying information, personal information about you and other survivors that can be read in these files when they had one job which was to protect the identity of survivors. So, so with that, um, just to build that foundation, I just want to hear from you first about your reaction to the release of the partial release of the files and the way Donald Trump's Department of Justice has handled it and Trump's statements.
Okay. Thank you so much, Ben, and and I really appreciate you co you covering this and being so compassionate towards myself and my my fellow survivors. Um the recent dump of of files I'm just kind of horrified by and it's a kind of retraumatization that in some ways I mean because you know the worst the actual experiencing it uh is over experiencing the abuse but the fact that the very people who are meant to lead this country who are meant to protect the innocent and the vulnerable and stand up for those who can't stand up for themselves um have completely retraumatized us. It's I mean it's like being raped by the Department of Justice um because we are exposed.
We're vulnerable. I I mean I'll just speak for myself, but when I was contacted by a journalist via my attorneys Brad Edwards and Britney Henderson, and they said, you know, cuz I had said, "Oh, is there is anything about me in the release of the files?" And honestly, I had no idea that some of these documents even existed. Uh, so when they said yes and then they sent me the documents, I mean I had to pull over. I was driving and I was on a retreat with my daughter and I had to stop and I looked at these documents and everything went into slow motion because my my my addresses, my driver's license with my picture, my signature, my phone numbers, notes from the government that were I mean I was compelled to give testimony in the Maxwell trial and therefore I was also compelled to give an honest um an honest, you know, amount of information on my life and and notes on everything personal that had ever
happened to me. And all those were released and you can't put that back in. You know, there are other survivors who I know have been exposed in in in a way that may be far more injurious because they had previously always been anonymous. And just to be clear, you know, uh many people have written to me on social media and said, "Well, if you're already um out and talking about being a survivor with your own name, then what's wrong with having your information out there?" Well, first of all, I wasn't it wasn't my choice to be public about this. It was my choice to speak in my own name at the dismissal hearing of Epstein's charges after he died. But it was not my choice to be outed on the internet and on these various different by these various different trolls uh at the trial. Okay. And it actually, you know, the the judge was very specific about protecting the identity of the of the people who did not want to come
forward with their own name. I have a child. I have a business. I'm a me mental health professional. I do not and did not want to be public about this. So I was outed and then I thought, okay, listen, it's ridiculous to remain anonymous when many people really know exactly who I am. So I thought, how can I be helpful and how can I use this to to create some kind of purpose from this betrayal? So now, uh, once again, that's happened and it's happened on a on a scale that that puts me and other survivors in physical, legal, and emotional danger. So, right now, day by day, and and bear in mind, I spoke at the dismissal hearing uh, in 2019, the end of 2019, and now we're at the beginning of 2026.
So this is years and years of this isn't a story that's like come and gone. This has been a consistent story. And
yeah, to to continue to be living that, but now to feel like I'm looking over my shoulder and I'm also having abusive messages and exploitative messages and threatening messages sent to me, things coming to my door. It's it's disgraceful. And you know, I love this country and that's why I moved here 21 years ago. And I don't know, could it be incompetence? I mean, I hope no one's that incompetent. And if it's not incompetence, then it must be deliberate. And if that's true, then everybody responsible for that deliberate betrayal of the victims should be held responsible.
Anushka, you mentioned you've been in the United States now for 21 years, but let's rewind even before that. Anushka de Georgia, 16 years old. You come into contact with a Gilain Maxwell. Guilain Maxwell makes an introduction to a Jeffrey Epstein at the age of 16. Where were you? When did this happen? How did you meet Gilain? And how was that introduction to Jeffrey Epstein uh taking place?
Sure. So I had recently moved back from the south of France where I had been at school back to London um and England where I'm from with my mother and so I was sort of moving to a place that I was not familiar with. Uh and you know I had had some difficulties prior to that. So, I would say that, you know, it's important to recognize that many of these survivors, myself included, had vulnerability, had instability that made us and therefore me prime targets for this kind of grooming and this kind of abuse. So I was 16 and I traveled to Paris um with with a a a male friend who had actually known Gillan and I met her in passing sort of in the hotel lobby and she was I mean you know I really didn't have my place in London. I I didn't know anyone really there. I didn't have any friends. I was going to school um to high school there and trying to manage transitioning from a different country and making friends and
also trying to complete my studies because I was always very academic and I uh had applied to and earned a place at Oxford University to read law and when I met Gilen Maxwell uh she was extremely impressive. I mean, I will recognize that despite the fact that Gilen is a monster, um, she's a very smart monster and she knew exactly what to say. And I mean, you know, Jeffree is a crude, um, very unpolished person and there's no way I would be going to his house or entertaining spending time with him. But Gilen was everything that I needed and everything that I wanted because I really wanted to I aspired to be like her. She was kind of almost the age of my parents and and you know she was so interested in me and it's not often that somebody of that age and that you know with that much acclaim take such an interest in somebody so much younger than them in the way that they want to be friends because we really weren't
contemporaries. although we'd had very similar uh upbringings and and she very much leveraged that you know um Gilen went to Mulbra school and I had been to Mulbra school had studied at Oxford University and I was uh I had earned myself a place at Oxford University I we both had very powerful quite uh doineering fathers and we both spoke French so she connected with me. And you know, now in retrospect, I can see how deliberate that was. But at the time, I just thought this was the most amazing opportunity to have a friend, to have somebody who was interested in helping me, in getting to know me, and she excitedly gave me her phone number. She lived very close to my mother's house where I lived, and she encouraged us to stay in touch. And when I got back to London, um, you know, we we did stay in touch and she invited me over for tea. I was very excited. I told my mother about it and I was excited to go and see my new
friend who she had reminded me, you know, that that I had so many connections to her and we had so many things in common. And so I I got ready and I went and had tea with her and she asked all the right questions. And of course now I recognize as a mental health professional that you know the grooming process is very deliberate and she was very good at it and she she was so interested in me and that's a wonderful feeling to somebody who doesn't really know where they belong. Um, you know, she noticed that I was lonely, that I was vulnerable, that I was shy, that I was trusting, maybe insecure, and and then she offered kindness and support. And she talked in in our first meeting when we had tea, she talked about this amazing boyfriend that she had, and she said he's like a philanthropist and his favorite thing to do is to help young people, especially young women. and and I was like, "Oh, he
sounds amazing." And she said, "Well, yes, you know, if you're very lucky, you might get to meet him." And so already that seed was planted that I was going to, you know, possibly have this great opportunity. And when you give somebody that sort of carrot, it's like it makes you, everybody wants something that they might not be able to get. And suddenly it was like my eyes were like, "Oh my god, you know, who is this amazing person?" So, it wasn't long before she called and she said, you know, great news. He's here. Can you come? Uh, how soon can you come? And so, I got myself ready. And I was under the impression that this was like an interview that, uh, if I played my cards right, this would be the key to so many doors opening for me and for me to get the things that I wanted, not necessarily the things my parents wanted for me. She knew that I was meant to go to Oxford, but she would say to me, "That's what
your parents want, right? But what do you really want to do?" And I wanted to be in music. And she said, "Well, let's see what we can do." Um, I unlike many of the other survivors, I came from a outwardly privileged background. I was not short of money. This wasn't a thing where I was looking to be paid $300 or something. This was a thing where I wanted to belong and I wanted opportunity and I wanted connection. So when when she said, you know, this is your chance, come over. I got dressed in my mother's suit because I I wanted in my mother's clothes because I wanted to look sophisticated. and I ran over there and from the very moment that I first entered Gillen's house in London, Nightsbridge, um I was I was being groomed and when I came in it was very much that thing and it was small in Gileen's house. It was like a muse house, so it was quite small. And as you walked in, Jeffree was sitting in the front room in
a chair in sweatpants. And Gilen answered the door and she went and sat down and I was not invited to sit down. So I was standing. And so already there was this sort of like feeling of oh I'm sort of like I'm not on the same level as these people because they're sitting and I'm standing and I was he said hello he was on the phone when I came in and then when when he got off the phone which was an uncomfortable amount of time that I was standing waiting by the front door shifting from foot to foot nervously wondering if this interview would go well and And uh you know he uh he got off the phone and he said, "Oh, is this the one you've told me about?
Oh, amazing." And then he asked me all these questions, you know, and Gilen would interject and sort of note my accolades and and she's this and she's that and you know, as if this was really an interview and I was waiting to see if I got in kind of thing. So, at some point during this strange interaction, and bear in mind these were people were older. I'm I'm from England and we we're taught to spoke when you're speak when you're spoken to, respect your elders, um not question authority. And I mean, I'm 48 years old now, and this this was in the '9s. We really um we really didn't kind of step out of line. So when I was asked questions, I just answered them. And at that point, uh, Gilean, at some point, Gilean said, "Oh, and she's so strong. She has incredibly strong hands. She's strangely strong for a girl her age, you know."
And he she'd already mentioned that, you know, uh, I was at school, uh, and that I was going to Oxford University. Um, and she said, "Yeah, show them how strong your hands are." And I was kind of like, okay, like I was very uncomfortable. And he said, just give give his foot a squeeze.
And I felt um very uncomfortable, but I felt like it wasn't a bad enough thing to ask that it that I could say no. And it would be I felt like it would be more uncomfortable to say no than it would be to do it. So So I did it. And you know then I got all this praise right and this is part of that grooming process as well. Um you give you give them you know they dangle the carrot they connect with people who are vulnerable and then when you do something right they the praise comes and and all the praise came and then at some point the phone rang again. He got on the phone and she kind of gestured that it was my time to leave and sort of shuffled me out the door. I never got to sit down and I was very confused. I felt really sort of spun around and I got back and you know I had told my mother I have this kind of interview opportunity and um and I didn't really know how it went and then Gilen called and she said
wow you know um you did really well and oh my god this is it because he loves you and and then um within a short period she called me back and she said listen um I need I need a favor. I need your help. Um, Jeffrey's massage therapist has cancelled and listen, he just is very picky about these things and he's actually asked for you and I know this isn't really what you do, but can you come? If you could come right now, that would be really doing a big favor for me because he's very demanding and, you know, he's very busy and important. And so I said, "Okay." Um, and I went over and you know, I'm not going to go into the details of of that situation because it's triggering for me and it's also triggering I think for people to hear, especially if they've been victimized.
Um, but the the first experience um became somewhat sexual. Um, and it it was but it was in increments that I could that I now can see they were testing how far they could go and if it was slightly too far then it would be pulled back a little bit until uh the shame came in and and you know I I then um once once a couple of these experiences had happened um I felt dissociated some of the time. I also felt ashamed. Uh I certainly felt that I couldn't tell anybody because I wouldn't even know how to begin talking. I I I mean I'd never really talked to about sex with anybody.
So um let alone my parents. So I thought the best thing to do was you know hope this just went away. And of course it didn't go away. It got worse and it got worse. And I I went to Palm Beach and when I was in Palm Beach, it was
it was really bad and I was there. I want to pause there. I want to talk about Palm Beach and and I just want to at this point Gileain is 31 years old right in in in this period. Jeffrey Epstein is 40 years old around this period.
You you're 16 years old. You're wearing again as you said your mom's suit thinking you're going in for a job interview.
After that first experience where it was gra or see how strong you can you then have the phone call where we our massage therapist isn't here. We need you to show up. There was the first experience that you described there and then it got progressively worse. I didn't mean to interrupt you as you talk about Palm Beach, but if this is 1993, do you go to Palm Beach that year after and and at this point in time, and again, I don't want you to go into the sexual assault with graphic D for the reasons that you said, um, but that starts in 1993,
I guess. How frequent are the interactions taking place? And then you go to Palm Beach rather and then talk talk to us about going to Palm Beach and then what what happens from there on out.
So you know I I've learned to only speak about what I absolutely sure of and I will say I had a few interactions um before going to Palm Beach. But um but when I went to Palm Beach it was about a year and a half later. I think that's going to be too bright. Um, it was about a year and a half later and so I was I was just 18 when I went to Palm Beach and uh suddenly I was way out of my league. And I think part of the problem with with young people um with minors is that you always want to think that you can cope with things and you always want to feel sophisticated and feel grown up and feel like you can hang with the big guys and the big girls. But the truth is once I got there I was totally out of my depth.
I I didn't have we don't I didn't have a cell phone in the States. I didn't have any way of contacting anyone outside of the house phone in front of uh Jeffrey and and Gileen and you know I was picked up from the airport and and I I had no idea where I was. I'd never been to Palm Beach. Um I'd only ever been so I was kind of out of my depth and then suddenly as the abuse started and a lot of it was uh well the the first instance of abuse that was the first day and I was jetlagged as well was initiated by Gilen and she had you know she decided to put um an outfit for me on my bed to wear to go and see Jeffree and bring him his tea and and then the the assaults and the rapes began and at that point the ant he'd upped the ante and so had she in terms of they knew that I couldn't I had nowhere to go. I wouldn't even have known how to get a taxi to leave. Um so I think they took advantage of the
fact that I couldn't leave and realized that I I was just there at their disposal and that's how I was treated. And at that point, you know, I really um started to descend into daily dissociation, um drinking more heavily, using substances to try and um stop myself from acknowledging what was happening because I I couldn't cope.
Are you staying at the house in Palm Beach at this point in time? Is is that where you're staying? And then
um would you go back to London with them and travel or was from from there on out was it mostly in Palm Beach where you were living for that period of time from 93 to9 or what was that like? Um, no, it wasn't living. It was sort of um I mean by the time Palm Beach had happened, it was very much um you come when you're summoned and there was a lot of summoning and this structure was set up um you know, nobody talked to Jeffree directly, right? And and this was set up so that there would be this sense of being removed from him because of how important and powerful he is. And um so I would see them again in London or and then I I did also go to the island uh once and uh and and to Paris once. So, um, it was very much set up that you knew that and also I will say in Palm Beach there were some interactions with other um other men, not sexual interactions, but I was um I was around conversations that Jeffree
was having with other powerful men and it was being reiterated to me and reinforced to me constantly that if you know the right people and you have enough money, you can do anything you want and never get a consequence. And you know, I was a smart girl. I knew exactly what that meant. I knew why it was being said in front of me and for my benefit. So I knew that in order to keep safe, I had to keep showing up. And I also at that point was dissociated so much that I felt devalued and and and just you know if they if you were summoned there was a lot of sense of urgency around it and that kind of sense of urgency is is infectious you know and when there's great urgency and great panic from powerful people everybody runs around to try and you and also there's the support of all the staff right all the staff who were frightened of Gilen. All the staff who were frightened of Jeffrey and Jeffrey
screaming and Gilen screaming. Um so so it was different different places but it was more like uh trips or short interactions over years
and show I'll show people the photo of you around this time period as well that you provided to some media outlets and and and that was you as as a young girl and I want people to you know that that you had Epstein in his 40s, Gileain in her mid-30s at that point as that time progressed um engaging in this horrific rape and abuse of of you and and then one of the things that if if you're as you know if your name is searched now you know people see this article um from the Sunday Mirror
and it should be noted that Guileain's father who died in 1991 Robert Maxwell owned this paper it's called the Sunday Mirror. This was in her family. And so at a at some point in 1997,
Gileain planted a story about you to basically imply that Donald Trump was keeping you in a penthouse. And I I'll just I'll quickly just share with the audience what this says. um because seemed part of it also was and to be clear I'll just say from the outset there was no abuse or sexual abuse from Trump to you and I just want to make that very clear here
but what there was was a meeting with Trump or an interaction in in uh New York City and then in Palm Beach
that then let Gileain plant a story that Donald Trump was having a relationship ship with you. That was actually not happening, but that was pushed out there to, I guess, help Gilain and Donald Trump's image together, you know, at this at this I don't want to speculate the purpose of it, but this was the article right here. How sweet. Trump's Brit. And that's that's a photo of you right there. Right. It says party. They called you party girl, Anuska. And it says, "Just weeks after ditching his second wife, America's best known billionaire Donald Trump has fallen under the spell of a 20-year-old English girl. Trump 50, who has failed in his bid to secure the services of Princess Diana's butler, Paul Burrell, was in search of another British trophy when he met London model Anushka de Georgia at a party in Manhattan. Several American millionaires already had their eyes on Anushka, but she was there with Robert Maxwell's
daughter, Guilain, who has introduced several of her attractive friends to the property developer. And none of his wouldbe rivals owned a vast mansion in Florida like Donald does. Mara Lago, where I have dined with him and his outgoing wife Mara, is enough to make any young girl go weak at the knees. After their meeting, Trump flew Madame Maxwell. By the way, they're calling her Madame. and the model south to the sunshine state where all three enjoyed a happy weekend together. When they returned to New York, Anushka was installed in one of Donald's many apartments. Mr. Georgia likes older men.
She went out once or twice with Joanna Lumley's ex-husband, Jeremy Floyd, who was 50 years her senior. And then uh it goes on to say, "Doubtless, this is the start of a long by Trump standards already is uh friendship o already." And so to to be clear, you were never holed up in an apartment in the penthouse. And but
I was put I was put in an apartment by Jeffrey and one of one of Jeffrey's apartments that Gillan and Jeffrey put me in. So that's where I was staying in New York. So, um there were a lot of um there are a lot of inaccuracies in this story and um I think one of the things that's very dangerous to survivors is uh misinformation and disinformation because if it doesn't have credibility and it's not true, then at some point someone discovers that that's the case and it and it serves people who would seek to discredit the real facts or the real information. So I was not put I did not have a a romantic or sexual relationship with Donald Trump in any way. Um it is true that Gilen brought me there expressly talking about oh he's going to love you. you're just his type that you know um you should say this and you should wear this and um and she went with me and but she introduced me to uh to a couple of other uh wealthy men when
I was when I was there in New York. Um and you know, not all of them bad people, but no one that I had a relationship with at the time. Um, also just the the fact of me going out with Jeremy Lloyd who's 50 years older than me at the time. That's absolute nonsense. I mean, you know, I knew him and every you can't be attached to someone romantically in, you know, the press just says you're going out with somebody if you're in a photograph with them once or something. So, I think that that was a way of making it um acceptable and that and that making it that it was my idea or that I was okay with that. And I wasn't interested in Donald Trump or anybody that age.
And and the thing that she was doing though, Gileain, with with Trump and some of these other guys though, was saying, "Oh, he's going to love you. Here's what you have to say. Here's what he likes. He's into this and that." That that that part is the only kind of true part about that. Is that accurate?
Yes. Yes. Okay. Let le let's let's fast forward a little bit um to Guileain's trial. Gileain gets uh convicted of child sex trafficking.
Um and it's incredibly difficult for you to have to go through that process there and re relive the trauma that you've shared with us here, but you have to go through it in a trial setting. She's someone who instilled fear and and and um and terror and panic. I guess two questions before before I get there. H how did you get out of that? Like I guess let me ask I don't want to leave that hole in the story and then let me go to the trial. How did that part end and then let's go to the trial. Mhm.
So um one of the cop coping mechanisms that I developed that many survivors develop um through this kind of trauma and initiated by this kind of trauma is uh heavy drinking, medication, um abusing medication, those kinds of things. And that was uh you know I became an alcoholic. I became an addict and um and that was the way that I got through it. I also dissociated regularly when I didn't have alcohol to kind of help me to to do that do that for me. And when I was about 26, so about 10 years through these experiences, I I met somebody uh who was a friend who introduced me to the possibility of getting sober, getting clean, and uh and and I really and I really took it and I really went with it. And you know, I've been sober for 22 years now. And so as I got so sober, I think I started to come back into my body and start to realize the gravity and the extent of some of the things that had happened. And you
know that was a blessing and a curse. It was a blessing in terms of the fact that I really couldn't my my body just wouldn't go there, you know, and I so I was starting to find more and more excuses to not go. Um, that that being said, I was getting very much too old for for Jeffrey at this point. At 26, I you know, I was quite old for them. In fact, just quickly mentioning something when I was uh in Palm Beach at 20, uh Gileen was joking that I was too old, getting too old now. So, um so I, you know, I got sober. I started to uh my life started to improve in some ways but I still was unable to maintain good relationships to really uh push my career forward. I would get little little bursts of being able to to have successes and then I would fall into a depression or I would fall into a cycle of you know dating abusive people as well. So that's how I started to get out of it. But I will say that for someone
who's experienced these kinds of traumas, you don't get over it. Hopefully the best thing you can hope for is to develop and discover healthier coping mechanisms so that when the attacks come, when the PTSD comes, when the triggers come, you don't turn it in on yourself and you don't destroy yourself or kill yourself. So then Jeffrey Epstein dies under these mysterious circumstances and now with a lot of the reporting
casts a lot more questions uh than even existed before, but we don't have to get into that in in this interview. you're able to speak before Judge Burman's court about the trauma that you experienced and Judge Burman gave everybody gave survivors an opportunity to speak there. That was in 2019. Then you fast forward to 2021, 2022, Gileain's trial. She's convicted of child sex trafficking. She's put in prison in Tallahassee um maximum security facility. Um, you talk about her being found guilty, what that was for you, having to go through that all these court proceedings then and having to relive the trauma. And then you learn that Gilain now gets moved to a minimum security facility where she gets VIP treatment and lives better than lots of people do in a hotel because Trump has Todd Blanch, his former criminal defense attorney, speak with her, cut a deal with the Bureau of Prisons, and put her
in a VIP type setting in Texas. So what do you what what's the question? if you it's it's a long wind up to say can can you just walk us through that kind of process of you know I don't know if you experienced closure in court but then what was it like to see uh what happened in in with with the Trump administration making that decision to move her to the minimum security facility. So uh firstly um absolute props to Judge Burman because he was he was phenomenal. He um to give us the opportunity to come and speak our truth um without a conviction. Um that was that was an unprecedented legal moment and it was an unprecedented emotional uh moment for me and I and it was incredibly emotional. We stood shouldertosh shoulder. I, you know, I sat with Virginia. I um and I met many of the survivors for the first time. But of course, we'd all because there was a specific mo to the abuse. We knew each
other and we loved each other in a very special way. And uh what I said that day became the New York Times quote of the day. Uh and bear in mind that, you know, I was given when he when he died and and he would never kill himself. Um, that's just a complete impossibility for somebody with the kind of pathology that that Jeffrey Epstein had. Um, you know, I was given like a day and a half notice and they were like, "Do you want to speak?" And I'm like, "Well, what is it? What does it mean?" You know, and then on the day it's like, "Well, do you want to use your own name?" Well, I don't know. What is that? What are the implications of that? And we didn't have time for that. So, I made the decision to speak in my own name. and and it was uh brutal and it was uh amazing and it was also, you know, one of the biggest emotional roller coasters I've been on.
Of course, there was more to come. So, the FBI interviewed me after speaking alongside, you know, about 23 of us survivors and the FBI said, "Oh, can we speak to you?" And I was like, "Okay." And I was so overwhelmed. And so I went to speak with the FBI. They took lots of notes. They asked lots of questions. And they said, "Listen, you know, if it ever came to it, if there were any co-conspirators um that you could be helpful with, would you be willing to testify?" And I was like, "Well, I'd have to understand the details and the implications of that."
But in principle, yes. Um, the next thing I heard was when I was texted about 6:00 in the morning, very early in the morning, by my attorney, Brad Edwards, and he said, "Get up. You are in the Gilen Maxwell indictment. She's just been arrested." And I was like, "What? What does that mean?" you know, and then uh and bear in mind I'd already moved house once because after I went to the dismissal hearing when I got back to Los Angeles to my home, there were people outside my house. There were journalists. There were um just people people there. I don't know what they wanted. People would follow me. They'd follow me in the car. They'd chase me in the car. Um some were journalists. Some didn't get out of the car. So, it seemed like an intimidation thing. And then when I was in the indictment, um I then moved I moved again uh and the harassment and the um the sort of tactics that are used to discredit to
discredit me but also to discourage me and I use that term lightly because it was it was really intense. um contacting everybody I'd ever met, everyone I dated, my family, tracking down family members I hadn't seen for a long time. It was it was very frightening and I had a young daughter at the time and so I was moving I used to get very paranoid and uh and then my my attorney Brad says, "Well, it's not really paranoia though, is it? Because you were being threatened, so it's actually valid fear." Um so then you know fast forward to going through the trial my whole life stopped for about a year you know um from when from really from when from the dismissal hearing but then up to the trial and uh and I couldn't do anything properly because I didn't know when I was next going to be attacked. So she gets finally after lots of bumps in the road of having you know is she going to get convicted and then when we get
the the verdicts then it's like are they going to overturn it because of this juror thing and then skip to where she gets moved. I mean first of all people said you know oh you must be so pleased that she's been convicted. Um, well, there's relief that she can't hurt anyone else and she can't place any more children and women in positions to be hurt, but it's tragic when there is a woman who has to be incarcerated so she doesn't hurt children. That's that's a tragic moment and uh that doesn't make me happy. And when she got moved to Tallahassee, of course, there'd also been all the all the talk of is she going to be pardoned?
I had asked um Brad, my attorney, many times before it came out in the press. I had said, "Trump is going to pardon her. I think he's going to pardon her. I'm really scared that he's going to pardon her." And at the beginning when she was convicted, I was saying that and he said, "No, no, no. That will never happen." And you know, it still might. I think there's less chance now. But when she got moved, I wasn't surprised. But it is upsetting, disappointing, shocking. Um, leaves me with a feeling of hopelessness. And now with the way that these um these files have been handled, it's hard. It's hard to get through.
Sometimes I I feel like I have to get through hours at a time because it's just too much. This is years. every week there's some big thing that interrupts the flow of my life in a way where I feel completely paralyzed.
You know, the fact that you thought that Trump would pardon her and even, you know, your lawyer who's a top lawyer for survivors out there, you know, and he said, "I don't think that that's ever going to happen." And you know, the fact that you thought that even back then and you know, I'm I'm interested to know, do you think that now the only reason that it's less of a possibility is because the cover up is kind of backfiring on them with the release of the files, which complicates his ability because he's mentioned there's 38,000 references to him. And so
it becomes more if he was able to cover it up then he would be more likely to um pardon her. Is is that your thinking or what's what what what's your thoughts there?
So what I think is it's important to try to fathom what would be the reason for him pardoning her. And I think many people have have had the theory that uh he wants to pardon her so that she won't say things she knows about him. And although that's a possibility, I think the stronger reason, which is also the reason that he was fighting the release of the files and the reason that the files have been released in the way that they have, is because there are more powerful people who may be people that he knows um that he that he really can't let down, who um who cannot be exposed. And I think it's those people that may be driving this situation. And uh and I think Maxwell has a lot of a lot of information and therefore a lot of power in this situation and that's why she's sitting where she's sitting and not where Epstein sitting.
You think that there's a lot more being covered up right now that's not out there that's still being hidden in those other files that are out there and
um that you think that exists? I do. I mean obviously as one of the survivors who was around uh Gilan and Jeffrey for over 10 years um I myself have some information but um so I know that there are things that are not out there. I also think that the way that they've sort of it was quite strategic I think the way that this Epstein file dump took place uh before the weekend before last weekend because to flood the world with information um information comes in different categories and to have disinformation, misinformation and real facts uh all mixed in together really just creates chaos. It creates anarchy and it creates a situation where you can't separate which one is which. And therefore, for the people who seek to discredit the the real survivor stories, that's that's what they're going to use. You know, they're going to say, "Oh, well, this one thing is just a piece of paper with some writing on that was just a joke."
And so, it all must be a joke. All of it. you know, it all must be just uh a silly big joke. But obviously, the truth is, you couldn't possibly have this many women who were children coming out with the same story if there wasn't something to it. And of course, there's more there, and we may never know. But from my side, now that I've been exposed and now that uh I've come out and spoken publicly, I'm not even close to being done. And I'm going to keep the pressure on.
And Anushka, we'd love to have you back on as well. And um and and as this develops, I think it's important that we center our reporting in the voice of the survivors and what you and the other community of survivors who you've been standing shouldertosh shoulder with have experienced and and to always remember and that's why I don't I don't want this is not a political issue to you know, I I show the photo of you, you know, when you're a young girl, and I and I wanted people to hear what happened, how how the grooming occurred, what took place, how you got so that we understand that behind this are people like you who suffered and who have been living with that trauma and who take it day by day sometimes about getting through
and then to have this happen on top of it. It it it is every day. This is your life now. And so before we go
to our 6 million subscribers out there, anything else you want to say for purposes of of this interview? Um and then of course we're going to have you back, but I just want to give you the kind of final word that you want to tell our our audience and anybody watching out there.
Thank you. Um, well, what I want to say is from, you know, at the trial, uh, Annie Farmer and myself testified. Um, Annie's been an incredible advocate and an incredible truth seeker and truth teller. Um, of course, Carolyn Andreano spoke at the trial and she is no longer with us. And although Virginia didn't speak at the trial, she is also no longer with us. And um before before the trial, I was struggling a great deal. And at some point, I said, "Brad, I don't think I can do it. I don't think I can do it." And I had uh I had been sent a document in error by somebody. And it was the story of somebody who had a child the same age as mine. And uh it was a story of another survivor who'd been a victim of Jeffrey Epstein. And I realized towards reading the end of the story that this woman had died um I think by a drug overdose or something. And when I read it, I realized that I had to do it. I had to
do it. And even though things are not changing in the world or in this country or in this area uh at the pace or that I'd like them to. Things are changing and we are making a difference and I will continue to fight and I'm very grateful that you provide a platform for survivors to speak and I will continue to speak until I get what we came for. de Georgia. Thank you for your time.
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Who speaks in "🚨Survivor REVEALS ALL to MEIDAS on EPSTEIN HORRORS!!!"?
Ben (Guest), Anushka de Georgia (Guest).
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Anushka de Georgia, a survivor of Jeffrey Epstein's abuse, discusses her harrowing experience and the release of Epstein files that have reignited trauma among victims. She highlights ongoing concerns about the government’s handling of sensitive information, including the release of identifying details that compromise survivor safety, while emphasizing the need for the complete and transparent…
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